yippie!! i'm having a good time with my life. i've been feeling blissful, happy and at peace with everything. LOL.

went town with my sweetie yesterday!!! was supposed to get a bag but i just couldnt find anything that i liked. i've been like searching for a bag for the longest time but nothing seems appealing. either its too expensive or i dont like the design or its too heavy or too big. hahaha. i dont know lah. i cant even find anything i like in topshop or anything. i've been having the shopping mood for a damn long time but nothing catches my eye.

anyways it was nice spending the entire day with him!! hahaha. he makes me feel loved. like seriously. so you peeps better start getting used to me in love because on my part i do expect us to last for a long time and i do love him.

i promise i wont abandon shihui and jiajia and all my other friends. give me some time okaay?? i'm still trying to blend everything together. school, friends, him and family. and its always hard to balance between friends n bf. so try to understand k!! i'll be back to hanging out with you all in no time. i still do miss and love u all alot. esp shihui!! i'm sorry darl for not being able to be there for u 24/7 now... but just know that i still love you ok!! and one day i hope he'll be part of us just like how vic is part of us too!! =)) and jiajia i promise i'll intro you pple, but pls dont niao ok. hahaha. i love you very much still and we still can have our lonesome dinners on weekends till u find yourself someone you love because i still can meet him on weekdays!! =))

i think i'm in love. in love with mr lua. in love with him for all the little things that he does, the little sacrifices that he makes, for all the care he gives and for all the moments that we spent together. i'm in love with all the thoughts that he gives, the understanding that comes from him.

you may not know all this, but i do know and i do appreciate it all so much.

i think i could love him. but there are still so many uncertainties. i hope we can work things out slowly cause i can already foresee many issues to come. and you must be wondering why did we even start in the first place? hahaha. i dont know. all i know is i've never been happier than this =)) and i miss him much today.

oh man. so much has happened i dont even know where to start.


so i met this wonderful person who has helped me in many ways. when i lost my wallet, he'd try calling the cinema to check, and when i had really left my wallet in the cinema, he'd offer to pick up the wallet for me because the place was inconvenient to access. he'd offer to call up pappy's vet and help me book a timeslot because i was working and i didnt have time to call, he'd offer to accompany me to bring pappy to the vet, and he'd ride his bike to meet me and park his bike around my area just because i need to take cab to bring pappy to visit the vet, he'd call back using his hp and talk to me while i wait for my student who was late to come.

he'd listen to me whine about my problems, he'd listen to me talk about unhappy stuffs, he'd always cheer me up when i am down and i've not been any happier =))


i dont know what to say. except thank you from the bottom of my heart. and i feel very happy and blessed. so much that i dont really care about whats gonna happen in the future, but i'm feeling happy and blessed at this moment right now. and i'm left wanting to see more of you and to hear more of your voice and spend more time with you =))



p.s: dont worry. he doesnt have my blog. HAHA. and when he does have this addy, i'm just gonna delete this post.

woke up with a super bad dream today. it was just so so so so so so so so bad that i ended up calling shihui for comfort. thanks girl. i loveeeeee you. i may seem weird and cranky, occasionally doing stupid and laughable things, but you'd still listen to me =))


went shihui's hse to discuss some projects and i'm so proud that we could focus and got it all done today =)) like a miracle cause we'd usually end up talking, playing and laughing over dumb stuffs. haha. anyways, slacked around her house and watched tv before i went to play some piano over at MC.


met up with joel and kimmy dear last night at some kopitiam near kimmy's house. i think it was more like a laugh-at-med's blurness session than a catch up session lor. hahaha. so irritating. but anyways, it was really nice seeing them again, esp joel cause i havent seen him for like YEARS.


so next up would be ee gongs tmr and mr liu on sunday before he enlists for NS =))





i know its all that it takes to be happy. everyone knows. but its not that simple when it comes to doing it =)) but it doesnt hurt to remember these 5 simple rules right??

SIM, botak jones, badminton, project meeting, kopi roti, pool, bukit timah shopping centre, bus 66, bus 61, shihui, jiajia, youwei, hong long, edmund.

thats all i can remember for what i've done this entire week.

screw pms?

so saddening!! all the guys are like going army one by one =((

soon like what lijia says there'll be a lot of grey on my msn list =((


anyways, theres supposed to be like so many meetups and lunches. with kimmy n joel, with lijia and lastly with jo and vicki =)) but i havent gone about asking them out cause i'm lazy to plan my week ahead. oops. but i'll do it soon. cause lijia's going army in 2 weeks time and i promised kimmy n joel i'll ask them out like... last week?? so anyways, argh. i think there are lotsa stuffs coming up but i'm just too distracted to do anything about it. sianed.


anyways, i suggested badminton or table tennis to youwei and glenn and they're pretty onz for it. and i think the rest mostly likely wouldnt mind??? lol. i so cant wait to play something, jump about, skip about and sweat like a pig. hahaa. better than sitting in lecture halls everyday, sitting infront of the piano everyday, sitting at the admin desk everyday and lastly sitting infront of the damn computer everday although i kinda enjoy lectures and i absoutely love piano very much.


gosh. i love piano. i absoutely love piano. i love the sound of it. i love to hit the keys n hear melody. BUT THEN I'M GETTING FRUSTRATED WITH MY SHORT FINGERS. i really really envy pple with long fingers =((


hais anyways. crappy post. crappy everything. school tmr at 2pm.

love ya all.
nites.

OKIE!!

i admit i suck at directions. i got all of us lost today. was supposed to bring shihui, jia and the 3 guys to holland, but we ended in town. no wait, we ended somewhere near town and we had to walk to town on foot. hahaha. OOPS.

i am like getting lost almost everyday?? i got lost yesterday too.
=((((((

but its ok!! at least there are pple to accompany me today!! hahha. okaay.


anyways it was not a bad thing that we ended up in town. went far east for lunch instead and i brought them to the thai restaurant that i always used go with florence. and we ended up chatting there for HOURS. hehehe. kinda like the new classmates we found. they are hong long a.k.a glenn a.k.a gay(cause he's alway saying that shihui's bf is a gay for being in police and we'd always suan him back cause his photos are damn funny. cause the way he tries to smile or not smile at the cam is just comical. his face just funny lah.), youwei a.k.a sister chio (cause his surname is cheoh) and edmund =)) and we had a good time chatting away about their lives in army and stuffs.


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you guys can go try this. gives really good results.

i had such a crazy day today.


school was like usual, had classes from 10am to 1pm. had so much fun in class when our attention span were used up especially after the break and we were just like writing and drawing on each other's lecture notes. oops. we somehow realised we weren't paying attention and forced ourselves to listen and take notes. and today with the aussie accent, jia thought the lecturer was saying 'hallal' when he was actually saying 'color'. hahaa. and me n shihui heard the 'geez/chee wee' thingy again. lol.


then it was lunch in school with vicki n jo at megabites. had a great time chatting n joking with them during lunch. met up with shihui and jia again and went to shihui's house after that. jia popped by yew tee mrt on the way to trim her eyebrow. hahaaa. had a super good time at her house stalking people on friendster and msn-ing with our newly found classmates =))


jia n me left shihui's house around 5.45pm and i went back to MC to teach and she went for her chalet. the bus was just so crowded man!!! and all the smelly kids. hahaha. kidddding. like what jia said, we were all smelly once. LOL. anyways, angeline popped by MC and we chatted for quite a while =)) and then i rushed off at 7.45pm to teach at my private student's place.


GOSH. I TELL YOU. I TOOK THE WRONG BUS AND GOT STRANDED IN THE END. i was kinda mad with the stupid bus uncle. cause i asked him if the bus goes to the church there n he said yes, so i boarded the stupid bus. and i realised its not going the right way so i called jean and she told me to get off the bus. i did, and realised i was at gombak stadium and xiao guilin. and when i crossed the road to the other side, the only bus that comes along that road didnt stop!!!! so i was like wth. nevermind. and to save $$ i intended to try to walk to gombak station and i tell u the place was like so dark n ulu i was kinda scared so i sms-ed lijia and told him i was lost. then he told me that its a long walk from from whereever i was to the gombak station. i ended up flagging for a cab. and wth, the uncle didnt know the way and the directionless me just dont know the way. so we ended up going the wrong way and when i finally reached the place i was like so happy.


sianed. and while i was marking my student's work i accidently scratched my fingers with the stupid pen and i saw my skin on the pen tip. oh my. i wanted to kill myself man. i know this is kinda stupid but then i just sucked my finger to stop the blood. anyways, met lijia after class cause his home was so near my student's place and got the settlers card from him and he drove me home since he was on the way to KAP to meet some friends. hehe thank God i didnt have to squeeze in some bus again after all that getting lost and getting my finger scratched by my pen. hahahaha.


my unlucky streak for the day didnt end there. anyways, when i came home, i wanted to cut some paper for some stuffs and i used a pen knife. and what the hell, when i slide the pen knife open I CUT MY FINGER!!! exactly the same finger my pen scratched me just now. this time round i cannot suck my fingers cause there was just too much blood its not gonna taste good. but anyways, IT WAS SO PAINFUL!!!!!!!! =(((((((


it was just a crazy crazy day. i'm super exhausted and sleepy right now. tata peeps. nites.

i think i'm too lazy to blog about grad day so i'll just let friendster pics do the talking. hahaha. anyways, we all had a great day together and we all miss each other a lot.. all the good times we had and everything.. things are just not the same without karkit and zhihong!!! not all ee gongs were present on grad day tho.. only jia, shihi, lishi, zhihong, karkit and me were present for dinner at nyny. so sad. anyways, after dinner we spent like hours chatting, fooling around, joking, hitting one another, sang, talked and shared outside amk polyclinic benches. hahaha. IT WAS FUN OK!! the amazing about eegongs is that we can come up with stuffs to entertain ourselves anywhere =))



something funny happened in class today. cause our lecturer has this accent and he has this habit of saying 'Geez' amd ms soh shihui heard it as 'chee wee' and although i know that he's saying 'Geez' i cant help but keep hearing 'Jesus' hahaha. and it was just so funny. LOL.

anyways, uni has been a lot like poly so far except that instead of ee gongs, we have found a company of 3 other guys. well, they approached us to do projs together and we just hanged out more often after that. went JP with them yesterday and marina today for lunch and basically just hanging out. met this super rude AUNTIE at marina's bowling alley and we ended up spending quite some time in the arcade. me jia and shihui sucked at playing the machine with 3 players thingy.. but it was kinda fun!! although our hands were hurting from all the hitting lah. hahaha.


anyways i found this kinda funny/stupid...

mr liu karkit thinks JP is:
[==Kit==] - Boring Union says:
jp = japan?


lol. sua ku lah.
anyways, so sleepy. its all 10am to 1pm classes till the end of this week and then 2pm to 5pm from next week onwards.

nitey pple =))



p.s: although theres not much to do for school but then i'd still feel so drained at the end of everyday. hahaha. tsk tsk. just turning in a pig man. all i do everyday is wake up at 8.30am, meet shihui at bb and we'll take the bus together to school, attend class, look forward to the 15mins break in between, go back to class, and have lunch when class ends. and i'd just work on a few days in MC. damn bored.

IT WAS GRAD DAY TODAY!!!


and i absoultely got nostalgic when i saw familar faces.. ee gongs.. all together.. everybody in our grad gowns =))

how LOVELY really.


i havent uploaded the pics yet so i'm not gonna blog abt grad day. but i'll dedicate a post for grad day soon when i get pictures from myself n shihui darl =))


anyways, just one thing to say abt grad day:

my dearestest ee gongs, it has been a good 3 years of memories. i love each n every single one of you. I REALLY REALLY DO!! i love jia jia, i love shihui, i love jieying, i love lishi, i love huimin, i love karkit and i love zhi hong =)) i love all of you so so much. i love all of you for all the things that we do, for all the things that we talk about, for all the things that we share =)) i thank all of you for all the wonderful memories. i love you all very very much.



anyways, although i've had a great day, dedicated my heart into every single moment spent with ee gongs, i've still been distracted all day long by some thoughts. sighs. i dont know how to explain. theres so much that i wanna say, so much that i WANT, so much that the progress tardiness is killing me cause i've got not much patience. cause when i want something real bad, i want it ASAP. i'm trying hard not to want it real bad. all you can do after reading this is to wish me luck and hope i can find happiness like many others out there. HAHA. gosh. how did i ever manage to type this whole chunk of shit without deleting it?? anyways, 'nuff said. wont say no more. no point asking me... cause i dont wanna think abt it. cause the best way to solve problems is to leave it alone. LOL. and it'll turn out right on its own. lol.


k lah. enough crap. nitey darls. cousin's ROM tmr in the early bright morning. gonna die man. i've not had enough sleep. nitey.

gosh. TIME FLIES!!! school has started 3 days ago. and its just me, shihui and jiajia. how lonely. hahaaa. we're getting used to going everwhere on our own, just the 3 of us, while the rest have no time for us alr =((


anyways, uni life is almost nearly like poly life. just that we have no tutorials at all and the lectures are 3 hrs long, but thankfully with a 15-20 mins break in between and the school caters mini pastries, cakes, tarts, coffe and tea for us...and we're always looking forward to the break and all those food. hahaha. anyways, the lecturers for these couple of weeks are from RMIT uni in aus itself, and our lecturer for the past 3 days is damn cute. he's this super short, round and bald guy whose beer belly always hits the keyboard without himself knowing and then he'll go like... 'i didnt touch that..' hahahhaha. and i like him because he's cute n nice. but then so sad, the local lecturers are gonna take over him and he'll be going back to melbourne and mark our papers!!! hahaha.


i dont know whats wrong but i've been getting in to little accidents since day 1 of school. i tripped on the stairs, knocked into shihui and spilled the coffee she was holding onto her hands, almost hit jiajia off the escalator without knowing it, kicked onto many things injuring my own toes in the process, knocking into things here n there, getting my heels stucked at the bus stop. HAIS. WHAT IS WRONG MAN!!!!!!!


=(((( anyways, i havent been like hyper, chirpy or what. just grouchy and tired. =(((((


but nevertheless, it was fun the past 3 days with shihui and jia around. laughing at our lecturer, sharing many things except for boyfriends hahaha.

we have gone everywhere together the past 3 days.. to town.. to cck for suki sushi.. to school.. and soon we'll be able to go tanning, swimming, k-boxing, and maybe even touring overseas on our own... hahaaa




okays!!! anyways, photos at settlers with some fmss peeps last week!! its such a pity that many werent able to make it!!!


joelyn, sarah, cheryl



half of lijia, jem



brian's hand and our soup!! hahaa



chatting around...



playing the 'BANG' game



us girls just dont get the game... hahaa



i was the regernade or something like tt. supposed to protect the sheriff and then kill him after that but then..... hahahah. duno how to play lah!!!



lijia and me!!!



still playing the game.. jem and his cards.. lolx.



we were at it for quite a while..


and we gave up after that.. played 'ugly dolls' and the slamwich game. DAMN FUN!!! the girls were all screaming like mad. hahahhaa. sam was very good at catching the 'thief' in slamwich!! hahahha. damn funny. and we were all fighting for the cards with 'ugly dolls' hahahah.


anyways... last few photos for the day..

oops sorry. its kinda blur..



lijia, jem and sam (do, re mi) hahahaha



another pic...


tata. tts all for today. i should go n sleep. i'm half knocked out already =))


nites my love. i hope i will stop cranky-ing and spare poor jia and shihui the torture. hahahaha.

spent my entire day home, finally tidying my wardrobe cause i'm fed up of having such a hard time looking for clothes. and i finally cleared all those unwanted clothes today!!! yay! and there were so many hangers everywhere after that which i had a really shoik time clearing it away. hahaha. now my wardrobe looks so clean and tidy and its so easy to search for clothes now!! hahahahaha. so happy.


anyways, was like super duper ultra bored at home so i went to look for jeanie at MC. and because its a school holiday we closed the shop early and went gai gai-ing!! hahaha. i am so deprived of retail therapy i tell you!!!! i was like so ultra happy after buying a top at red2. hahaha. and i wanted to buy more stuffs, but then i think jeanie was kinda bored and tired so i was contented with just one buy and save my moolah for other days to go shopping in town!!! =))


although it was a day spent at home idling away, it was a day spent not of nought but of thoughts. come to think of it, its the 10th anniversay of hongkong's return to china today and the closing of our national stadium.


talking about national stadium's closure, i feel kinda sad about it cause there are precious memories of the stadium. it was a place where qtmk was formed because we all joined the NDP parade with GB in sec 2. and we spent countless saturdays in the stadium rehearsing the parade, standing hours under the hot sun rehearsing and rehearsing, feigning fatigue just to get ourselves in the shade, slacking together, having those kfc burgers every week, making lotsa friends and it was just a whole lot of fun and when national day finally came, it was unforgettable. and it happened all in the stadium. 4 of us, young and innocent then.. if we hadnt joined the parade, there would have been no qtmk.


anyways, the weather is killing me. seriously. i have heat rash on my neck =((


and tomorrow i'll be out the entire day. no more holiday in MC. its back to work!!!! =)) and after work i'll be meeting up with people. sighs, i'll just find a win-win soloution tonight. LIJIA I WANNA TALK TO YOU!!! hahaha.


alrighty. will take lotsa pics tomorrow.

nites my loves.

1. NEED TO FIND A JOB!!!!
2. Popeye's chicken, fries, mash potato...
3. IKEA's meatballs and chicken wings!
4. McGriddles!
5. Crystal jade's dim sum!
6. SASHIMI!!!!!
7. ENOUGH OF CNY GOODIES!!!!!!!!

1. More quality time w darling
2. Meet ee gongs more often
3. Buy my eel wallet. haha.
4. Repair my piano
5. Get my car license
6. GET A JOB!!!

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