i dont know why i feel like i'm going crazy but I AM going crazy!!!! i feel like my brain's gonna burst already. theres so many things to remember and i cannot remember everything that i should remember!! and theres so many things going on at the same time. so many things so many people so much work to do.


i tell you i hate it when students cancel classes and then i have to find another day to makeup for them. SUPER WASTE MY TIME AND DAY AND ENERGY. sighsss. its like never ending. whenever i am about to finish clearing up those makeup classes some student will cancel again and then add on to my makeup list. sobs. i cannot stand it lah. gives me headache. and i cant remember the exam dates and everything. and i cant remember which student is going for what exam!!!!! ARGH. just so confusing.


theres always never enough time for everything right?? so i'm gonna go sleep. wake up tmr morn. go for class. do proj and hopefully complete my part which i think i can because theres this word limit thing. teach piano. go home.


everyday is just so routined!!! and i bet everyone is dying for a vacation.


i love shihui n jiajia n ah bu n ee gongs
i love jeanie and florence and joanna and mc gang

i miss qian, kim n tracy



last but not least i love and miss my darling a lot.

i miss you girls. i'm missing all the times we've spent together in poly.



say hello to spanky!!!




i love us.




cheeeky darl




thank you darling for all that you've done




can we stay this happy always??




i think he likes this picture. hahaa




i love every single moment spent with you and in your arms =))




.sweetheart.




copying pappy. haha.




days now =))





















iloveyoudarling

cannot tahan already. i just lost concentration totally. i fall into that auto pilot blankout mode and actually move my eyeballs across the words without really registering anything that i am reading for i dont know how long before i realise nothing's going into my head and i try to read again and again and i still cant remember nuts about anything. i dont know how am i gonna survive through the MR test on saturday. theres a whole lot of 7 lectures of info to memorize. and every time i try to remember one lect i forget the other. and somehow all the lectures and theories seem so similar i think i am just gonna mix everything up. ARGH. like so wth. and not forgetting theres still the damn lect 4 of proj notes that SIM is taking forever to print it for us. i'd rather they post the damn thing online so we can print it ourselves lah. sighs.


anyways, westmall's foodcourt is just digusting lah. i saw this baby cockroach running on the counter and into the cooking area AFTER i ordered my food and that auntie saw i was like wth. then jean and florence told me to cancel the order immediately so i told the auntie i wanna cancel my order. then you know what she said... she said cannot cancel cause she started cooking already. all my order consisted was chicken and noodles. and i saw that she was just about to pick up the noodles to throw in to cook and the chicken was already pre-cooked. then what was she cooking?! dont tell me switch on the gas considered cooking lor. anyways i was pissed when she gave me that cannot-cancel-order-you-must-pay-and-buy-look, i couldnt be bothered to argue with her cause i know i'll get nowhere and i just went to complain to the manager and he just apologized and i dont care i asked the manager to tell the auntie i wanna cancel my order. anyways its not the first time we discovered baby cockroaches from the foodcourt. lynn found one baby cockroach in her food like 2 mths ago. so 2 baby cockraoches discovery in a span of 3 mths is not exactly a very exciting thing lor, not especially if the damn cockroach is running on the counter!!!!! its just disgusting lah.


anyways, kimmy and wai lreng came to mc yesterday and wai lreng signed up as my student. hahaha. so funny lah. anyways it was nice seeing kim again =)) took pics and its in my camera.



backtrack to saturday... darling and i met sh n vic and watched fireworks at marina's foodcourt!! sh n vic arrived like super early and managed to chope seats. hahaaha. anyways, i think fri's fireworks was nicer. i absolutely adored the heartshape ones lah!! like so cool fireworks didnt used to be so colorful and variated in the past.



eh i really dont know why i have so much to say in this post today. maybe cause i've been studying for the past 3 hrs like so amazing and i just needed to talk complain n make some noise cause my love's gone to lala land cause he has morning class tmr =))



i think i am gonna wake up early tmr.. go MC print my tut 6 and hope boss wont be around and study there since its gonna be quiet cause there are no lessons in the morning and then have lunch with jeanie and florence. dont say i cheapo for printing my tut there cause my printer spoil already oops. hahaaa.



i miss qian hui kim n tracy suddenly.





and...... i miss him so so so much. i love you sweetie.

it has been a crazy week. actually it wasnt supposed to be crazy. the MR proposal was SUPPOSED to be SIMPLE. but something went wrong pissing us totally. especially me i admit. cause its too ridiculous for me to talk nicely. and i wont talk nicely. adults already what. think dealing with kids meh.


anyways, enough of such stuffs in case people gets sensitive about it then its just gonna piss me even more.



hhmmmm. anyways it doesnt really matter cause i dont quite give a damn. i'd only feel disturbed if i quarrelled with someone i treasured. LIKE MY SWEETIE!!! hahaaha.



and i misss him so much now. cause i just read the emails we sent. like so much memories. since day 1. us going vivo and visiting my fav pet safari, the shar-pei, mr black face.... us watching our first movie - vacancy at ngee ann city... me losing my wallet and you going back to pick it up for me... bringing pappy to visit the vet and you ended up looking like a furball yourself... me meeting vicky n jj and it was just funny n happy watching them... us always hanging out either at the park, carpark or void decks near my house... going town n bugis spending the rest of our time sitting down n chatting again... me trying to bully you all the time... and you having your fair share of bullying me... visiting spanky and meeting qian hui... you always parking your bike at my place's carpark and taking the public transport to meet me... and us on the buses and mrts... and there are a lot more but my brain's blocked. and these memories stays in my mind. i used to be able to see him everyday, but now its just 3-4 days once. but its okaay, we're both busy with school and everything and we've had happy days and we're happy now and we're gonna expect happy days in the future as well. whos not when you have someone to love n care for you and having him on your mind 24/7 always? as much as love is sweet, life has to go on and we have to busy ourselves with work and then enjoy the moment when you're together again =))


i miss the times at vivo with shar-pei and mr black face. hahaha. i dont know why. but i miss those two dogs very much. especially mr black face.. how nice it would be if he was ours. i think we'd just go crazy playing with him. hahaha.




i just love all the memories that i have of you cause they're all so sweet and wonderful. and all i gotta do and is think about them and i'll fall all over in love with you again. and i missssssssssssss you sweetie.

i tell you ah. i cannot believe it. i fell while alighting from the bus today. knees down. SO MALU LAH. and SO PAINFUL AS WELL. i just dont know where to hide my face man. i asked shihui if she can change shirt with me cause i dont think those pple at the bus stop can recognize my face but can recognize what i wear. hahaha. and she dont wanna change with me. hahaa. now i have two huge ass blueblacks on both knees and other minor random blueblacks thanks to that fall.

had school as usual. and it was like such a busy day thanks to OB. and the lecturer is just irritating because we spent so much time doing the essay and all he cares about is the referencing. and we took so much pains to get the bloody printer to work in school just to realise that there are minor mistakes in our referencing and we gotta REPRINT it again. you know just to print 8 pieces of paper i wasted nearly 20+ other pieces of paper cause the printer just prints a lot of rubbish wasting our papers. and before we even started on our proj we did asked him how to do the referencing and he like couldnt be bothered with us so we didnt dare ask anymore questions and now he's making everyone gan chiong by saying he'll minus marks and then he goes on to explain how the referencing is done. LIKE SO IRRITATING. couldnt he just tell us earlier to save all that trouble?

my students had their exams today. and i hope all is well. anyways its over and i erm.. have faith in them. haha.




and darling was really sweet today =)) watching tv huh... hahhaa. he surpirsed me by appearing after my work and bought medication for my bruises and vapourdrops for my throat as well as his timetable. hahaaa. i love you!!



i'm gonna see him again tmr we'll meet qian hui and we'll go see spankyyyyy!!!!

oh man. my mummy just told me something thats super saddening and scary. my uncle's neighbour had an accident on national day and died leaving his wife and 3 kids behind, out of which 1 is autistic, 1 in p6 and 1 in poly. how are they gonna survive from now on??? oh man. life's just so unpredictable. how are they gonna live on?? why is it so unfair?? its scary how things just happen without knowing. i dont want anything to happen to my family and people around me. but can i help it?? if things were to happen, it will happen. but i dont want. who wants anyway. but thats life. like WHY? life's so scary sometimes. it can't happen and i just bloody hope things dont happen. moments are never enough. moments were supposed to last but sadly they dont. you can ever cherish enough. family, friends, bf/gf, pet. can't just leave them behind. can't just walk away because they make up part of you. and whatever that they are is the whole of me. can't do without any. its just scary how people just die and leave. i just dont wanna know more. i dont know. like why. its scary.


you know what. i dont quite like the number 11. i think bad things always happen on the 11th. like seriously. i always hear sad news on the 11th. i dont like the number 11. i think i wanna change this blog back to password protected.

okaaay. i've just finished the OB essay. just the essay. 1300 words. like wth. first i was worrying that i wont be able to hit 1000 words, now i gotta cut short here and there. but its okay. the tough part is over i just gotta spend some more time editing it. BUT I'M NOT GONNA DO IT NOW!!!!! i'm going crazy with the word 'stereotype'. i think its gonna be a busy day tomorrow. many many things to do.


anyways, sweetie's at fort canning doing some security thing for some rock band concert thing. just 1 more day to saturday before i can meet him and eegongs =))


just one more crazy day to go before i can see all my loves!!! =))


CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!!!

so now mr lua is aware of this blog already.

hahaha. so horrible. so now you know how much i love you although i dont show it all the time??



NOW U KNOW. so dont doubt me anymore!!!







i love you =))

had piano in the morning till evening. but i had a few breaks in between so it wasnt very tiring today. anyways, i'm so waiting for their exams to be over and wait for the results to come out so i can start asking for my pay rise. hahaha.


then met him after resting for a while at home. he went sentosa today and i think he was damn tired lah. but then i think both of us couldnt resist meeting for a while because we know we're not gonna see each other for a long time. till next thursday maybe?? so yeaaah. met up and slacked at our usual spot. hahaaa. and we concluded that we're gonna work hard in our unis, meet up whenever possible and we're gonna look forward to term breaks in nov!!! then we can hang out more before our sch starts again in jan maybe?? and when i finish my uni i'm gonna go work n wait for him to finish his =))


chatting with shihui now and we realised that there are so many things to do lah. gonna faint already. i so need to sit down and think for my OB individual proj and actually type some chunks of hopefully quality work. and we so need to get on with our MR proposal and the bloody DC causeway point proj. and then study for the MR mid term test on the 21st. woohoo.


i wish all of us luck and jia you!!! its only 1.5 years =))


my priorities are pretty much obvious. and i'm gonna have to follow them and i might upset pple without meaning to. but pls understand that theres only 1 me, and we all have only 24 hrs a day, minus off sleeping we've left only 16 hrs a day. and its definitely not enough. i cant give attention to every single person but it doesnt mean that i've forgotten you. it just means that i need to get on with life and i still love and cherish you and wish you well for the future =))

I FEEL SO LAZY AND UNSTRESSED AND SUPER RELAXED.

theres this tacky OB proj that needs to be done like ASAP cause the due date is in 2 weeks time.


do you think i can use oxford dictionary online's definition and use it as one of my reference?? argggh. blank blank. i dont know what to write. arggh. i need some motivation. someone pls stress me. make me panic!! hurrry.


i feel so lazy. cant think of anything to write.

had school as usual. and class today was CRAP man. couldnt understand a single thing the lecturer said. we just gave up after an hr of trying to understand the crap. spent the rest of the time blanking out. oh man.i think we're all gonna die doing this proj. arrrggh. and i think SIM's operation department sucks lah. its the not first time we're attending lectures without notes!!!! like so wth.


anyways, met my darling today. watched alone and i would rate it like 4 out of 5. i think most thai horror movies are always worth the tickets.


anyways, i had a really good time with him today and i just wished we could spend more time together. we're both worried about what would happen after he starts school but i hope we'll be able to work it out like how we've promised to.


gosh. i love him so much. i really really do.

weeeeee. school's been good. life's been pretty okay. i love mr lua very much and we're doing well. school's starting for him next week. sadded. but we'll work the schedule out =))


went shopping with ying and jia yesterday. bought 2 tops and 2 accessories. and i bought a bag in the morning before school today at toms and steph cause i couldnt find anything in town yesterday.


it was nice spending the entire day with them walking, shopping, chatting and everything. i loved the times we spent together over dinners and chill outs. but i missed mr lua very much the entire day. and him being very nice, parked his bike at my place and took the mrt to meet us at bugis. went home and something depressing happened, but thank God he was with me all that while and i'm really grateful and love him very much for everything that he does.


projects are piling and soon i'll be busy busy. i've gotta work out all the datelines and stuffs incase i miss any projects and i'll try not to rush them the last min cause i'll probably die from stress end up not doing well. and when he starts school, he'll be busy busy cause he has a sucky timetable. i hope we can work something out because i miss him every single day and its hard to not be able to see him even for a day. haha. yah i know its not like the usual me to wanna see my bf everyday. i've changed can? haha.


so now.. its school and projects, piano on mon wed thurs and sun, mr lua, and as for friends... i just wanna focus my time for ee gongs esp jiajia n shihui. as for the rest i seriously have no more time. i still need to squeeze some time out for home and family time. so all i care about now is all that i've listed.


lijia's gonna be out in another week's time. hahaha. i wonder how is he doing inside. hopefully well and happy.


i really really need to get some work done and spend more quality time with jiajia n shihui and of course hopefully get to spend time with my sweetie whenever possible.

1. NEED TO FIND A JOB!!!!
2. Popeye's chicken, fries, mash potato...
3. IKEA's meatballs and chicken wings!
4. McGriddles!
5. Crystal jade's dim sum!
6. SASHIMI!!!!!
7. ENOUGH OF CNY GOODIES!!!!!!!!

1. More quality time w darling
2. Meet ee gongs more often
3. Buy my eel wallet. haha.
4. Repair my piano
5. Get my car license
6. GET A JOB!!!

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