.Wednesday, October 24, 2007 ' 11:31 pm Y
hand in hand we go
a dream is a wish your heart makes
when you're fast asleep
in dreams, you will lose your heartache
whatever, you wish for, you keep
have faith in your dreams
and someday
a rainbow will come shining through
no matter how your heart is feeling
if you keep on believing
the dream that you wish
will come true
i just had to vomit that chunk of lyrics out. i dont know what song is it. it has been singing in my brain for the longest time. i only know its some disney song. haha.
anyways, life has been like this: _________________
stagnant/monotone/blank like anything.
needa spice my life up a little. haha.
for now only gav, and some equally cranky people like shihui can crack me up.
shihui saw the doggy pic with a heartshape coat one on my msn and suggested to buy RED paint and stencil a heartshape on pappy. then i dont want red. then she suggested PINK. hahahaha. i was ok with it lah. but then i told her my dad will kill me first then kill her second. haha.
i feel the sudden urge to need to get out of my house. cause i suddenly feel suffocated. *choke choke*
needa go breathe some air outside and talk to people. or else i'm just gonna i dont know. turn mental maybe? hahha.
anyways ya. i feel a little pmsy. i feel agitated. hahaha. and i'm gonna go study with shihui at 10am tmr. so i'll wake up at 8am!! and hopefully we can meet at like 9 plus. hahaha. and i hope we dont see anything that we're not supposed to see again and make us all distracted. i dont want another exciting library trip. needa CONCENTRATE. i needa feel stressed!! i dont feel stressed at all. at least not to breaking point. either that or i'm too stressed till i cant feel anything. but i suspect its not the latter. where is that feeling when we were rushing the dc project?? that adreline that helps to get work done swiftly and effciently?? i remember that is how breaking point feels like. you'd get everything done by hook or by crook.
i read bb notes all over again today and tried to remember as much as i can but i seriously dont think it can stay in my long term memory so i'll just have to read and read and read and read cause the notes says that repeating the message helps to make pple remember things. so i'm just gonna read and read again. i read a little of dc too and i understand why shihui hates dc. i hate it too. we swear its the most boring and dry subject ever other than accounts.
and i wonder when is bf results ever gonna be released??? its taking forever. and i wonder whats taking them so long to post it up. is it because there were too many failures??? sighs. pls i really hope i'll get a min pass. somehow i just cant study in peace without knowing the results. argh. bf was the worst test i've ever done in my entire life. its crazy when you know everything but cant place it anywhere and theres just so much more i feel like i've not written and i can remember all the damn theory but i just dont know where to put the answers in. 6 essay questions in 2 hrs. i pray ob isnt gonna be like that. i'd just die. die like theres no tomorrow.
hahaha. i love shihui to the max. she's always able to lift my spirits and make me laugh for all the things that she says. we'd always have so much fun when we're together. cause of all the stupid things that we do ((=
i havent seen my love for the longest time ever.
happy 3rd month sweetheart ((=
i miss you much
i love you
