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.Saturday, October 06, 2007 ' 7:05 pm Y

hand in hand we go

its been a weekend spent at home.

had a nice long chat wth huimin on the phone yesterday. i miss you babe. we'll meet up on tues for lunch as planned k?? ((=

was chatting with shihui online today as well. haha. we were just randomly chatting about stuffs.. kpoing others as usual. hahaa.

and all these idle chats, tho simple and normal, is what friendship is all about. its a blessing to be able to have them around catching up, sharing, talking about serious stuffs, school work and all other nonsensical stuffs with me.

as i was looking at joelyn's blog earlier, i saw the pictures we took during lijia's birthday and i cant help but feel nostalgic cause its amazing to think back and know that we've all come so far and we're still able to hang around, meetup and stick around for each other. although i dont see them as often as the gang meet up with each other, but it would always be nice meeting up with them and feeling like the good old times.

and all mentioned are people in my comfort zone. can't feel anymore blessed than i already am with them as friends. and they are all i ever need. i think. when all else fails me i'd still have them for they have no reason to leave me. hahaha.

i am just thankful for them lah. theres nothing more i can ask for from them. they have always been there and always will be. and i love them this way that i've always loved.

and of course not forgetting my sweetheart. he makes up another part of me that friends cant possibly be. i love him much and he makes me realise love in another way. this love is not as simple as how i'd love my friends. i realised this love requires a big heart. this love is all about a lot of acceptance, knowingness, understanding, trust and honesty. this love is what turns my world right side up. this love is what leads my world. this love can only be shared among the two of us. this love is vunerable.

i am gonna faint. my mom just bought a oven home and i didnt realise.