.Sunday, February 24, 2008 ' 11:30 pm Y
hand in hand we go
i am getting fed up with the dizziness ive been having the entire week. so i looked up the internet and i found some links. i have thalassemia that causes anemia that causes vertigo which explains all that dizziness. theres really nothing much i can do except to try to get more iron through red meat and all the veggies and try to avoid cooling stuffs and rest more.
i can go be a doctor already lah. i'll go cure myself since they all are apparently so incompetent. they give me medications that dont work. tells me things that are not helpful and yet i still have to pay them when i can dig for information that is actually useful and helpful on the internet in like what.. 15 minutes??? so waste money!!! so irritated. i am irritated with being tired, irritated with being dizzy, irritated with being nauseous, irritated with not being able to concentrate. i am so so so so so tired. i am not physically tired, but my eyes are like so damn bloody tired. i feel like im not thoroughly awake, but i just cant wake up totally.
at least the TCM doctor kind of hit the bulls eye and im faithfully taking the medications that he gave hoping it will really really help to ease the dizziness soon. followed by the cck doctor then the out of point lighthouse doctor who gave me useless pills.
I AM SO SO SO not happy. hahaha.
anyways, about happier stuffs.... i went to watch ps i love you with darling after school yesterday ((= it was not a good show according to bf cause it was such a sad show. hahaha. it wasnt as touching as i thought it would be cause maybe i expected it to be a very sob movie, but thank goodness they added a lot of comedy in the movie and made it less tear jerking, so it wasnt that sobbish. haha. and bf kept disturbing me during the movie. hahaha.
went to xiao xuan feng to have dinner. funny name man. qian hui's bf is called xuan feng. hahaha. so weird. anyways, they have really nice food there. bf ordered curry noodles, while i had some beef stewed noodles, then we ordered fried dumplings and shared a longan+fungus+red date (grapes in my dictionary) dessert which was really really sweet and thirst quenching.
it was a wonderful evening spent w bf.. and i brought bf for a haircut at jean yip today!!! i thought it turned out really nice and not too different from his old hairstyle, but bf's suffering from cognitive dissonance and thinks it looks weird, but thats normal, i think he'll like his hair after a while when he gets used to his new haircut ((=
alrightys. time to go bathe and then continue with service quality's proj. am doing intro and background which is an easy piece of cake but im taking forever to complete it. oops. time to wakeee up. wake up wake up.
