.Wednesday, March 19, 2008 ' 10:39 pm Y
hand in hand we go
im feeling abit screwed about my bday, about the upcoming theory test, about my student's practical exam, about all the damn projs and i absoutely dread the exams. failure rates are like so high. im so afraid to study, go for the exams and then still bloody fail. i seriously might just consider killing myelf lah.
dont feel like planning for my bday but the time's getting nearer and i have to do something soon. decide the damn time and order the damn buffet and get the damn cake and then inform everyone. one problem, yen's gonna have her bday on the 5th as well at CHANGI. thats like the other end of singapore i seriously dont know how my friends are gonna split themselves. soo... i dont know! hahahaha. good lucks to lijia, samuel, jeremy tan, jeremy chua and daniel ngui if they are even coming at all. that just makes me dont feel like doing anything about my bday at all man. suddenly i feel like the bday thing is such a bloody chore. doing it for the sake of doing it dont know for what also.
im so afraid i might just fail the theory test again. if i do how ah?? can i just dont take the theory? hahaha. ah damn it. i have to start studying soon again. =((
my student's practical exam is just next week on the 25th and oh man, they're so gan chiong and it makes me damn gan chiong as well. it really sucks to have a boss who doesnt seem to want to provide good (dont even dream about excellent) basic service for his customers. to think he studied marketing for his degree. bloody hell. for such a meager pay i have to do all the extra stuffs to make his customers happy. im afterall just a teacher there, its really none of my business but i have to do it for him just because he refuses to and i have to face his unhappy customers, so bo bian i have to do it. tmd.
i dont know how well we'd do for our service audit report. jeanyip's manager has given us all the information we needed and helped us with so much. and it feels like dejavu from business framework's proj. the one which we had so much help and expected HD but we ended up receving the worst result ever. i would hate to have service turn out this way as well. tmr's the presentation. i really dont know what else is there to do anymore, we've gotten what we wanted but can we deliver it the way she wants it?
i feel so much frustrations even though things are going well. why why why. service seems to be going well on track, my student might get distinction for her exam, gotten the place for my bday already, everything's on time and on track. so why do i still feel this way?? why why why.
