.Wednesday, April 30, 2008 ' 8:07 pm Y
hand in hand we go
its been such a long-and-not-so-long time..
my mum went shanghai w her friend on monday and will only be back next monday.
so im all alone in the house with the little dog again. hahaa.
had 3 papers alr.. 2 more to go!
first 2 was ok.. today's one was screwed. i think i really am gonna fail the paper. i bloody was not able to link SERVQAL and the RATER Model together. oh so tmd. why the hell was i not able to link it that way!?! i know i know i know i know the RATER Model =(((( so sad man. i really hope i wont fail man. that question was a good 10 marks. and i wrote a page and a half of crap. i need some miracle. pls pls pray for me.
Biz Ethics and Advance Mktg next. another 2 nightmare modules. supposed to memorize/remember/dont forget/know inside out 3 different case thats like 5 or 6 or 7 pages long because those cases will not be given during the exam for biz ethics. am gonna die again.
5 more days to the next paper and 7 more days to the last. i really hope i can pass today's paper. sighs.
met darling after the depressing exam today. its nice to be able to snuggle close to someone you love and someone who loves you after a depressing day. thanks darling... i love u to bits ((=
just one more week darling. one more week.
.Thursday, April 24, 2008 ' 12:39 am Y
hand in hand we go
its the first day of exams today.. have been studying with shihui for the past dont know how many days. 2 more weeks of such torture before we can let our hairs down. its only the first paper and it has driven us mad. i said population instead of popular and jiajia thought it was our last paper today. hahaa.
celebrated youwei's bday at waruku pasta at marina and we had such a feast there i think we all left smackingly satisfied. the guys went off somewhere to chill further while me and jiajia headed home first.
met darling for a while and it was nice seeing bf after a week. hahaaa. went home after that and darling went jogging with some friends and they're taking like forever to come back. perhaps they went running some marathon.
am blogging using my dad's com because my dumb computer crashed again. yes AGAIN. like for the 34587284752475th time within 6 months. like so irritating. and my dad's com is some stone age com like mine old one.. so i dont really dare to use the internet for too long in case some rubbish virus infects the com and i'll really die because he doesnt backup his documents.
alrights.. till exams are over!! take care pple..
much loves,
med
.Tuesday, April 15, 2008 ' 11:47 pm Y
hand in hand we go
its been a boring boring day.
my com crashed last sunday and the com guy came to fix it today ((=
anyways i realized the whole world is going bkk. hahaha. maybe a few years down the road when we wanna go shopping we can just book an air ticket to bkk anytime and fly there to shop and back again at the end of the day. hahaa.
shihui.. im so dying at home. i need to go to the library to study. cant study at home for nut's sake.
i suppose the exams have started for many. bf's one started today and he's busy busy studying and going crazy. hahaha. relax darling.. you only have 3 papers, 1 down today, 2 more to go!! ((=
sighs. and my papers sadly starts on the day of his last paper. hahaa. cant wait for 9th mth to come!!! cant wait for end of exams either ((= the real fun doesnt start till the 5th of june tho. hahaha. alrightys. gonna go n continue study for the dumb dumb module. ciaos pple.
.Sunday, April 13, 2008 ' 1:08 am Y
hand in hand we go
warning: this post is full of nonsense and rare ramblings from me.
had a really stupid morning waking up at 8.30am and then falling back to sleep AGAIN! and forcing myself to wake up at 9am just to return the school's lib a book. i didnt used to fall back to sleep once i woke up, but i've been doing it like almost EVERYDAY recently so im always late for classes nowadays. argh. but anyhows, no more lessons till next semester because exams are just round the corner in 2 weeks time. im so gonna die.
anyways, this morning was really stupid because first i had to go to the photocopying shop to collect the photocopied txbks as well as the lib's copy which i was supposed return by 9am. but the photocopying shop doesnt open till 10am. and the lib charges $0.50 per 15 minutes. !!!!!! 1 hr= $2, and i was late for dont know how long, anyway i had to pay $5 fine. haha. argh. blame who but myself for forgetting to get the books on fri before i went to school at 2pm. argggh. i totally FORGOT i had to collect some books. i hope someone would quickly find a cure or invent some medication for absentmindedness. i think both shihui and me needs it like immediately. haha. anyways, i was carrying 4 txbks books and a heavy bag to school, i dont know why my bag is forever heavy. argh. sometimes i get backache shoulderache like i did some vigorous exercise when all i did was carry my bag around. anyways, it was a weird feeling as i sat at the busstop after returning the books and then carrying 3 txbks now to meet sh at je's lib because my face and body was feeling flushed from all the weights and climbing of stairs but i feel cool and non breatheless because the weather was cooling. so it was really a weird feeling i was feeling so damn hot at the same time i was feeling cool. mad already.
anyways, sim is such a cheater school. ask us to pay membership fees for dont know what. initially they said course materials are included in the sch's fee, yeah it was for the first semester, but from this sem (which had sadly passed so quickly), they asked us to print notes online ourselves without making any changes to the fee. print on our own nvm, never change fee nvm, the most infuriating thing is that some lecturers cant either bloody access the portal or they just dont know how to use it. and we'd get our notes like after the lecture, or maybe even after a week or 2. like so wth. they wanna change the operations system but rmit and sim probably has shitty communication so our lecturers here in spore are CLUELESS about EVERYTHING. rmit and sim probably DOES have major communcation problems because they seem to mix up grades pretty often. shame on a mangement school that teaches pple to MANAGE. hah. what irony.
anyways, its a lot of going to the library again. exams are really so scary. i think we all really like what we are studying now because firstly, it is definitely not a boring subject like what.. accounts?? i really do hate accounts la. oh my. call me stupid, but i really cant do accounts for nuts. i'd just vomit everything out on the exam paper and thats it. i forget everything about accounts for life until we sadly have to deal with it again. i love love love our amca lecturer. gotta salute him because he knows everything.. dont know where he gets his storage space from. and he is so so interesting, his jokes are so damn funny we'd always laugh till our tummy aches. and he has this thing against accountants and those finance pple i dont know why. he's a good mentor and everything. if he would just teach us the rest of our modules for next sem. hahaa. at least for strat marketing or biz finance i hope? haha.
anyways. too much crap. time to feed pappy and then go sleep. printed some of the readings from the reading list so i can read tmr at mc. i hope i do read. i get distracted v easily. oops. alrights la. i've wasted enough time alr. rambling nonstop. haha. gdnites pple.. till then, take care!
.Wednesday, April 09, 2008 ' 7:42 pm Y
hand in hand we go
pictures ((=
darling's friends...
mc people...
candid shots taken by bf...
play play play keep playing w the door...
group pic ((=
ah bu...
ee gong girls ((=
mc loves...
my obiang cake...
hahaa.. i like this picture!!
pose pose pose...
tracy & me...
after they smeared/smashed cake one me...
friends since p5...
SIM mates...
0408 pictures ((=
daddy, mummy, darling, me on flyer...
high and nice...
dinner @ seafood paradise... dont know what they smiling at... darling maybe?? hahaaa
darling and me ((=
.Tuesday, April 08, 2008 ' 12:18 am Y
hand in hand we go
its the 8th of apr today ((=
i feel old you know... how!?!?!?!?!
people... dont remind me okk?? i need to get used to this fact. dont know why but i feel uncomfortable this year turning 21. hahhaaha.
but but but....
i feel so loved this year you know..
i've got much love this year ((=
from boyfriend... darling thank you so much for all that you've done ((= i love love love love you very much!!!!
from ee gongs... shihui, huimin, lishi, jiajia, karkit, zhihong ((=
from daddy and mummy...
i hope ee gongs and everyone else will turn 21 quickly so i wont feel so old.
love you all ((=
p.s: flyer and dinner w daddy and mummy and darling ((=
i know i will have a happy 21st birthday with much love from everyone ((=
.Tuesday, April 01, 2008 ' 12:52 am Y
hand in hand we go
had dinner with my aunt n cousins yesterday and they told me so much about our little nephew whom they nannied yesterday because my other aunt n uncle had to work. it made me suddenly miss that little boy. he's 5 and already such a charmer. i miss his smile, i miss seeing him nod his head in that sweet manner when you teach him to be a good boy, i miss playing with him and having him show me stuffs that interest him.
i see him and his mischevious elder brother occassionally during gatherings and he will nv fail to make us laugh with all his innocent antics ((=
anyways, 5 more days to the 5th of apr... argh. time flies.
im just gonna stay 21 after this.
anyways, just some thoughts. i dont think anyone can love me like how my daddy does. he did put me through so damn much torture by forcing me to learn piano, he did get unreasonable and did things that were wrong. but because humans are imperfect, the wrongs didnt matter anymore, and because his intentions was all for the better of me, i can forgive all. for afterall, he did forgive me for the naughty things i did when i was younger, and his love never faltered despite me disappointing him again and again throughout the years. and still he continued to shower as much love as he can give on me. i dont think there can be any other love that can be greater than this love he gave, called unconditional love. he always tells me that he loves me very much and kisses me on the cheeks still before he goes to work if im at home. tell me how can i not love my daddy too?? ((=
anyways, left touch ups of AMCA and 1 more mar comm proj to go before the exam comes. argh.
