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.Tuesday, April 01, 2008 ' 12:52 am Y

hand in hand we go

had dinner with my aunt n cousins yesterday and they told me so much about our little nephew whom they nannied yesterday because my other aunt n uncle had to work. it made me suddenly miss that little boy. he's 5 and already such a charmer. i miss his smile, i miss seeing him nod his head in that sweet manner when you teach him to be a good boy, i miss playing with him and having him show me stuffs that interest him.

i see him and his mischevious elder brother occassionally during gatherings and he will nv fail to make us laugh with all his innocent antics ((=

anyways, 5 more days to the 5th of apr... argh. time flies.

im just gonna stay 21 after this.

anyways, just some thoughts. i dont think anyone can love me like how my daddy does. he did put me through so damn much torture by forcing me to learn piano, he did get unreasonable and did things that were wrong. but because humans are imperfect, the wrongs didnt matter anymore, and because his intentions was all for the better of me, i can forgive all. for afterall, he did forgive me for the naughty things i did when i was younger, and his love never faltered despite me disappointing him again and again throughout the years. and still he continued to shower as much love as he can give on me. i dont think there can be any other love that can be greater than this love he gave, called unconditional love. he always tells me that he loves me very much and kisses me on the cheeks still before he goes to work if im at home. tell me how can i not love my daddy too?? ((=

anyways, left touch ups of AMCA and 1 more mar comm proj to go before the exam comes. argh.