.Sunday, June 22, 2008 ' 12:11 am Y
hand in hand we go
i am seriously so bored.
i am so bored of everything. dont be mistaken darling, i am not bored of you.
so bored of work, so bored of school, so bored of life. i feel no zest in life or anything. every morning i wake up to ?? i really dont know. school's gonna start in 2 weeks time, and you know what? to hell with school. and probably to hell with reality.
when darling casually jokingly mentioned that in the future we can move and settle down in australia, i felt a sudden surge of excitement/happiness at the thought of it. not that i am willing to leave my family and friends behind, but it would be nice to live somewhere else. i loved loved loved those days in bkk w darling and friends because i literally dumped all my worries back here in sillypore. now that i've come back to it, life really sucks. haha.
i know i've been irritable for the past many days. sorry to darling for the horrible i dont know.. PMS treatment plus major attitude which i think erm drove him to high blood pressure. sorrrry darling. i know you love me and i love you too. i hate myself for being irritable as well.
well, no matter how bad life gets, it still goes on. i've been spending so much of time with darling, im not gonna be used to not seeing him so often when school starts again like how it was for the previous semester.
we've been doing many things, yet doing nothing at the same time. watch movies, quarrel every now and then, watch soccer at my place, walk from somewhere v far to my house at night, play at the park, bring pappy for a walk, and recently we're back to job seeking because we realised the credit card job was actually sucky even though all we've gone for is the training. haha.
we also tried to make a replica of the banana murtabak which i fell seriously in love with in bkk, and i got slightly obsessed with bananas for a moment. we didnt managed to get bananas, so we substituted it with apples and cheese and ready made prata from ntuc. next up we'd try bananas and egg and try not to chao-ta the prata.
its a busy week ahead with makeup lessons, plans to go shopping, swimming, celebrating birthdays, joining darling n his friends for jamming session as well as to this pa-tu-pa-hat place in m'sia w darling, my mum n my aunt n uncle.
2 more weeks of idling before the horror starts again. and 2 more hours to the holland and russia match which i betted $20 on.
i love you darling
