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.Thursday, July 31, 2008 ' 2:53 pm Y
hand in hand we go

whee.. no school today!!


LIJIA.. I NEED TO BORROW/BUY THE FINANCE CALCULATOR FROM YOU.. CAN LEND OR SELL TO ME PLSSSSS... HEHEE... let me know if u still have it k?? i can buy from you ((=



29th July 08
had lessons in the afternoon then came home after accompanying ah soh to have her dinner at MOS.

left home a while later with my parents to cityhall to meet boyfriend for dinner.
had dim sum dinner at bao today in marina square.. YUMM. it was nice nice nice...

and after dinner my dad wanted to watch red cliff.. and so we decided to watch it at marina. the shopping mall was freeeeezing man, and so was the theater.

anyways, gotta say red cliff was gooooood! i suppose the humour used was appropriate and livened up the movie, so it wasnt boring and takeshi was so cute! hahaha.


30th July 08
went for morning class and did our glo-bus practice in the lab. results are out and we're ranked 7th out of 12 groups. OOPS. jia you jia you.. lets try not to kui-ben. hahaha.

came home.. then my mum said she wanted to watch money no enough, so again, i accompanied her to watch it at westmall. it was a typical jack neo movie.. but nonetheless it was still good show. but i dont understand one thing.. why was there so much hokkien?!?!!? make spore look so chor lor like that. even in 881 they spoke hokkien 80% of the time.

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okk.. i am gonna stop slacking for once and go look at the finance lectures =((





.Tuesday, July 29, 2008 ' 11:56 am Y
hand in hand we go

you know sometimes when you kpo other blogs you find out about some stuffs right? haha. so just now i kpo-ed someone elses's blog and found out about some not very happy stuffs and it brought back quite a bit of memories which i've been trying to avoid remembering but it does occasionally come back to haunt. and when it does, it brings out all my fears again which i've fought long and hard to get rid of it so i can move on, and its like horrible dejavu, feels like a bad bad bad dream except that this is reality and everything that has happened is real and hurts.. and you end up questioning why all over again.





.Thursday, July 24, 2008 ' 7:21 pm Y
hand in hand we go

i hate boyfriend's company ((=


im on a patience training a.k.a waiting training a.k.a so-not-the-usual-me training prog.


*rolls eyes*





update laters!

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*updated for 240708 on 250708


TO: DARLING...

HAPPY 1ST YEAR DARLING!!

Thanks for everything that you've done to make 240708 a memorable 1st year.. the flowers, the watch, the cake, dinner and the photocard ((=


If only we could have spent more time together if its not because of your work. But anyways, I was still a happy girl at the end of 240708...


Having gone through a year of my life with you, i dont want to live it without you. You are my most precious and for our first year wish, i hope that we can quarrel less, take more pictures and continue to love each other like how we did for the first year, if not even more. and i hope that we will continue to learn and understand each other, be there for each other as we go through changes in our lives till we are a century old ((=


and i hope that 'giving up' will never make its way into our dictionaries, but may 'forever' come and let 'love' stay.

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25.07.08

WHEE! now we've got couple watch, couple phone. HAHA.


hmm anyways, some random rantings...



no.1 hate: stupid people who doesnt have a hotmail email and for dont know what reason dont know how/ dont want to get a hotmail acct and always ask other pple to log in their acct for them to use. oh yes.. this person dont know how to delete files from desktop either. for your info, this is not some 30 or 40 or 50 or 60 yr old aunty or uncle, but some young lady in her mid 20s ((=


no. 2 hate: super AA pple. still can tahan abit of AA lah.


no.3 hate: super need attention pple/ pple who talks abt themselves twenty-four-seven. ah bu you are not in this category, so pls stop saying u always talk abt urself also. i loveeeeeeee u way too much to not want to hear about you because we dont meet everyday. JUST STOP MIA-ING ah!




hmm that was pretty random. and i went out with jo after school today after prata session with the uni friends ((=


went bras basar and bought the new grade 4 pieces for my student ((= like FINALLY.





.Monday, July 21, 2008 ' 1:14 am Y
hand in hand we go

WHEE~

18.07.08
it was ee gong's beloved jia's 21st bday celebration @ pasir ris chalet. me n shihui as well as the uni guys went for lessons at 2pm which ended at 5pm and straight after school, me and shihui went on a mission and met our bfs at bugis station. sorry darling i was late... it was bad time management on my part..

hhmm, the stupid chalet was INFESTED with cockroaches. imagine 10+++ roaches doing dont know what, gathering together at a certain spot plus 934875293459234875 of them running about everywhere. poor jia has no choice but to take the chalet at costa sands pasir ris cause the other type of chalets were fully booked on the 18th. but anyways, disgusting crawlies aside, it was nice to meet up with ee gongs once again!! so sad ah bu couldnt make it. AH BU AH! PLS STOP MIA-ing. i love love love ee gongs so so so much ((= it was nice to see jia glowing with happiness because she knows that she is loved by everyone there... her family, boyfriends, ee gongs, sec sch friends, cousins etc ((=


HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY JIAJIA!! ((= HOPE U LIKE THE NANO WE GOT U IN UR FAV PINKO!! HAHAA ((=



to my silly darling.. i love you.



19.07.08
had school at 2pm which ended at 5pm again... and after lessons i went to meet darling and his friends!! hahahha. they rented a car and they came school to pick me up and then we scooted off to pick jon up ((=


the guys took turns to drive and guess what. we squeezed 6 pple into the car. hahaha. there was kel, shirley, jon, don and darling and me. so we did what we did in thailand, which was to sit on our bf's laps in the car. hahaha. it reminded me so much of the thailand days where every single trip we had, 2 couples would be squeezed at the back seat with their gf's sitting on them. hahah. poor things. hhaa anyways, we were like on a food marathon yesterday. we went to chomp chomp for dinner and we ordered like $16+ worth of food PER PERSON. had 2 plates of hokkien noodles, 2 plates of carrot cake, one white one black, 40 sticks of satay, pizza, oyster omelette, chicken wings, stingray, sambal kangkong and sotong. hahaha. there were SO MUCH FOOD. all in don's cam i think ((=


after dinner, darling, me, shirley and kel went to this petshop near to the place where we parked the car and saw this cute little chow chow inside one of the cages. i think it was sent there for grooming. which i think explains why the little chow chow looked a bit unhappy. but it was so cute, i think darling likes it. hahaha.


so anyways, it was a walk-around-digest-abit session at giant in tamp. durians @ geylang followed after the session. we had a tough time looking for parking space but fortunately we didnt have to wait long before we found a space near one of the durian shops. kel skipped the durians and had coconut instead. so the rest of us ate 5 durians and it was so so so good!! HUGE AND NICE AND SWEET AND BITTER. it was so good! darling and me tapao-ed 1 box ec and shirley bought 2 home for her mummy ((=


hmm.. let me think what happened next. hhmmmmmmmmmm........ i think we went changi airport T3 next. saw a lot of SIA stewardess there and yea they're all tall. hahaha. so sad. hahaha. anyways, there wasnt anything much there, but the new terminal was extremely huge and comfy ((=


and then after changi was driving lessons for shirley, me and jon! hahahaha. we each drove an extremely short distance at some changi road. but practical lessons wont start for me till end of this year cause i doubt i have time this sem to bother about driving. ANYWAYS, DID I MENTION I PASSED MY ADV THEORY ALR? hahahaha. BIG DEAL. IT IS OK! cause i failed basic once. HAHAHA. so stupid. it was fun fun fun and jon can stop studying soon and become some professional racer or something. damn zai. hahaha. shirley and me still needed our bf to guide us on the steering. hahahaha. but it was fun fun fun ((=


after that it was SUPPER at some changi kopitiam. saw a few ah guas. we passed by this sweet looking one who POSED some i dont know man, i felt it was quite disgusting pose when we passed by her. no la, it wasnt actually disgusting or what, but argh, maybe im just jealous shes more feminine than me. hahhaa.


and that spells the end of our makan marathon. kel took the wheels and drove shirley home, and then it was darling's turn to take the wheels to drive me home.


AND GUESS WHAT.


after i got into the lift....


I GOT STUCKED IN THE STUPID LIFT FOR 30 SECS IN BETWEEN LVL 10 AND 11

hhahahaha. the stupid lift stopped suddenly and i realised i couldnt get out. i panicked and i pressed the alarm button once, then i realised it was like 2 plus am alr, later i wake the entire blk up. so i searched and searched frantically for my handphone to call darling. while i was searching the stupid lift started to move slowly up to the 11th floor and when it was at par with the 11th floor alr, the lift stopped again BUT THE STUPID DOOR WOULDNT OPEN. heh. so i gan chiong again and continue to search for my phone. when i finally found my phone, the lift's door opened. i think i stunned for couple of secs before it registered in my brains to get myself out of the lift. anyways i live on the 12th floor, so there was still one more level to climb. i contemplated taking the other lifts, but decided against it. so while taking the stairs up i called darling for comfort. hahahaha. it wasnt that scary till i wanna cry lah. but it was more of like those exciting scary moments. hahahaha.



hahahaha. it was an exciting day on the 19th ((=



20.07.08
had work today which started at 10.15am. lessons ended at 5.30pm. went for private lesson for 2 hrs before coming back to westmall to pack some teaching notes into boxes to be moved to the new school ((=


meet darling after that for dinner.. and it was home sweet home ((=


LOVE U DARRLINGGG!





.Friday, July 18, 2008 ' 12:50 am Y
hand in hand we go

need to be out out out.

or have some something to do.



where have those times when i'll be out the entire day after school just plainly going out, chilling around or even doing projects non stop for weeks??


pple ask me out ok!! hahaha.



gavian is busy with his work and stuffs, i am going to stop disturbing him alr. i have like almost 12 hours of free time while he doesnt.


IT MAKES SENSE TO GO OUT AND ENJOY MYSELF RATHER THAN STAY AT HOME AND DO NOTHING.. WAIT FOR PPLE TO REPLY AND TALK TO ME. DUH.





.Wednesday, July 16, 2008 ' 12:57 am Y
hand in hand we go

im seeing bad news all over yahoo.com.sg page. bad economy, banks closing down, oil prices soaring higher and higher, the ren ci hospital fraud case, even the supposedly stable government in singapore is facing increasing threat from the opposition party. what is the world coming to??



seriously, all the price increase like GST, taxi fare, bus fare, ERP fare and MORE ERPs and all that, is just TOO MUCH for us poor poor fellows to take. transportation is already expensive and the fares are gonna increase AGAIN. argh. i dont wonder why the opposition party is gaining popularity these days.



anyways, the fraud thing is just disappointing. singaporeans are just not gonna donate anymore. we never know where the money really is going to. donate to SPCA better la, or the acres organization thing. or to africa or red cross. international names. not just some local pi pi dont know what charity org which apparently 2 of such has already cheated millions of moolah from singaporeans. totally disappointed. such a disgrace. such a shame.



anyways, back to my own life.


biz finance, one word- SUCKS.


wait. two more words- BIG TIME.


really.




i wonder if a financial calculator would be easier to calculate with? if a financial calculator is damn difficult to use i'd rather painstakingly still use the normal kind.




another lecture of biz finance tomorrow. =((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( x 100000000000



damn sad.




anyways, im so looking forward to this weekend fun ((=


jia's 21st bday on fri, and sat is a day is gonna be a day of good food, good company and of course more weekend fun ((=


yippie ((=


oh yes. zhihong's 21st on 9th of aug. isnt that like on national day??

haha. yes! all my lovelies are turning 21 ((=



i miss ee gongs so much.



i forgot to mention that i met up with ee gong loves last week. had mof at marina AGAIN, like forever, and tho it was only me, jia shihui, min and zhihong, we had so much fun together you know. its always endless chatter when ee gongs get together no matter who is around or not around. we'd all have fun and we're really just like family. i strongly believe we are the epitome of a happy family. hahahaha.


we got owned by biz finance today. it was so so so bad. it left us all pretty demoralized. i was trying my best to understand all that formula and all the workings and how they get to those 2374192347812374 steps. even during the break we were trying to figure out present value now and present value at period x and future value at this point and future value at that certain point and which formula to use and link them all together. any brains for sale? i need one more.


anyways, its getting late. im typing too much chunks of nothingness.


niteys everyone.





.Sunday, July 13, 2008 ' 11:56 pm Y
hand in hand we go

microsoft is such a big bully.

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20080713/ap_on_hi_te/yahoo_microsoft


the article above is about the yahoo n the mircrosoft saga thing. microsoft big company SO WHAT? can anyhow hostile buy over other co and bully people like that huh.

i dont know who the hell is Icahn, but i feel they are quite inhumane to want to sack jerry yang from yahoo. who the bloody hell they think they are to sack the founder of yahoo from yahoo? thats like so damn bloody unreasonable. plus i think yahoo IS damn right to insist on the $37 per share cause they are the ones who has built yahoo from scratch, went thru damn a whole of shite and here, microsoft, the big bully, seeing that yahoo is doing well, and probably saw their success as threat, now wants to FORCE yahoo to sell their shares. bloody hell. i've never seen such an outright case of bullying before.


DONT WANT TO SELL MEANS DONT WANT TO SELL LAH! WANT TO BUY THEN RAISE YOUR BUYING PRICE LAH! BIG COMPANY SO NIAO FOR WHAT. THIS IS ONLY FAIR. THEY ARE PLAYING DIRTY MAN. PERFECT EXAMPLE OF GREED AND UNFAIRNESS AND ALL THE REALITY OF THIS WORLD. THE DAMN UGLY SIDE OF BEING RICH AND SUCCESSFUL. I SO TOTALLY LOOK DOWN ON MICROSOFT BOARD OF DIRECTORS. MUST BE ALL ARROGANT AND STUCKED UP PEOPLE. CONFRIM PLUS CHOP. ALL ACT ACT ONLY. PUI.


ANYWAYS, enough of play cheat companies.



i spent my entire day on sat at darling's house playing hours and hours and hours of dracula game with darling. hahahah. im so addicted to that game. gonna go back again when we have time again to complete the game! darling is sweet to wait for me to go his house so we can complete the game together ((=

and yes!! we managed to cook prata again, and we made banana prata finally!!! it was yum yum yum ((= hehe now we're pros.. anyone wanna trrrrrry?? ((=


on fri, i met darling to have dinner and we decided to go bukit timah to have pizza. it was nice nice nice. how long has it been since we last had pizza ((= then after that went to play pool. hahaha. fun fun fun ((=


anyways, i had piano the ENTIRE day today and i had nearly wanted to puke blood during a few lessons. its always more interesting to teach higher grades because there is more learning and interaction taking place rather than just me teaching. its also more interesting for the student as well as they learn to appreciate music through the course of it. but sadly, i only have a few higher grade students. but its ok, just need some time and the rest will come to that stage of learning.


please if you want to learn music, bear in mind its not a 10 or 20 or even 50 years of learning, but a lifetime of learning. theres really no limit to how well you can play an instrument. there is no room for complacency. the toughest is always the learning because music is not like studying, when understanding and memorizing is part of studying. music is never about understanding or memorizing, but one word: practice. with practice, you'll achieve understanding and theres no deliberate need to memorize. practice is to repeat something until your fingers rot, until the melody rings in your ear even when you're asleep, it is to repeat something for hours and hours with no limit, you can even take years to practice a single piece of music. even so, it is never perfect. the idea is to practice until you achieve near perfection. it is years of failure for one moment of success, and then it doesnt end there. simply because theres infinite things to practice about.


when i first started, i started from the alphabets, CDEFGABC. then i started to learn one letter at one time. that was when i was 5.

throughout my entire grade 1 to 8 i hated piano more than anything. i failed grade 5 theory once. that was like in pri school. my dad really wanted to kill me man. the exams and piano fees aint cheap. i had the worse nightmares when i was about to go take my grade 8 practical. until today, i have no idea how and why in the world i actually passed grade 8. i really must have been damn lucky on my exam day. after that i dont know why i got into teaching piano. i've never regretted and i dont think i ever will. cause i learnt more than i did for the past 16 years that i've been playing piano throughout this teaching period of 3 years. i saw myself in many of my students and i salute my piano teacher, cause firstly, he didnt give up on me for the past 13 years of my hatred for piano. secondly, he was ever so patient with me i cannot comprehend how he was able to do that. and all that i've learnt has just been the tip of the iceberg. theres still so much that i cannot do, so much that i do not know. theres just infinite knowledge to music.





.Monday, July 07, 2008 ' 12:53 am Y
hand in hand we go

okk.. holidays have come to an end and im gonna be back in school in less than a day's time.


i had fun this holiday and i'm definitely gonna miss all the times spent with darling. it was another memorable holiday and im so looking forward to the next one alr.. hahaa.


anyways, went to the fmss funfair with darling yesterday and met up with lijia and gang. saw some other old friends and teachers around. tho it was just another funfair like any other, it felt so nice to be back to a place that i once used to hold so dear and close to my heart.


went to vivo after that and walked around, had a super good meal at this hk cafe thing. damn worth the price and the food was good and filling. we were so stuffed after dinner, so we walked around and found this russian ship docking right outside vivo. we saw that it was open to public so we kpo-ed and went on board to take a look. ahha. and now i feel like going on cruise. hahhaa.


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had piano today and oh my i had such a long day. i moved all my students to sunday and im no longer teaching on weekdays. supposed to be teaching the entire day, but thank goodness my private student cancelled class, so i was able to have dinner with darling after work.


went to this big carpark's hawker and we had so much food i tell you. had zi char at this coffee shop and we went over to another coffee shop to have oyster omelette and rojak. hahaa. was super super full again today and we'll both gonna really grow fat at this rate of eating. hahaaa.







it was a memorable holiday darling.. school starts tomorrow for me, and a month later for you. till the next holidays, pls rem i love you and i'll miss you mucch when school starts. there is still so many things we've yet done.





.Tuesday, July 01, 2008 ' 3:37 pm Y
hand in hand we go

woohoo.. its the 1st of july alr.


one last week before nightmare starts again. SIM is a stupid cheater eat money school. eat eat eat eat eat money. thats what they do BEST.



anyways, i cant recall what i did chronologically for the past week. all i know is i've been going out with darling a lot. mon and wed we went town, esplanade, marina square, suntec for IT fair, and dinner at xian de lai steamboat with darling and my parents on tues, celebrated JJ's (gav's friend) bday an ENTIRE month earlier because all of us got his bdate wrong. hahaha. damn hilarious. gav and his friends whipped up dinner at gav's place and we basically celebrated his bday at gav's house. hahhaa. heh. well, anyhows we had lotsa fun. and on sunday we went to this batupahat place in m'sia for a short day trip with my mum and relatives on sun. the trip was so so okok only because the entire bus was filled with uncle and aunties. we so unfortunately happened to sit directly infront of 2 uncles who were talking non stop blasting our ears from behind and it was really impossible to sleep for the entire trip. but nonetheless we had abso-lovely fun spending the day together ((=

lastly, we have been watching a lot of soccer and i'm so so so happy that my beloved SPAIN WON EURO2008!!!! WOOHOO ((= although the ironic thing is that i bought holland to win the championship. and they FAILED ME! heh heh. so waste my money. boohoo. anyways, i love love love spain.



and i miss ee gongs so damn much. i've been thinking about poly days lately and i remember so much about what we did in the past ((= going for lunch every single day, squabbling where to eat everyday, north south or mac canteen, going for tutorials and lectures, doing tutorials, doing projects, going to the library to slack our time away in the discussion room and doing all sort of nonsense and rubbish anywhere and everywhere we go. hahaha. meeet up soon my loves!! jia's bday coming soon... jiajia pls tell us what you want k??



darling's at work! havent seen him for a day. haha. gonna be meeting him after his dinner laters ((=


ciaos pple!







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FROM ME TO YOUY

1. NEED TO FIND A JOB!!!!
2. Popeye's chicken, fries, mash potato...
3. IKEA's meatballs and chicken wings!
4. McGriddles!
5. Crystal jade's dim sum!
6. SASHIMI!!!!!
7. ENOUGH OF CNY GOODIES!!!!!!!!



.WISHBONE.Y

1. More quality time w darling
2. Meet ee gongs more often
3. Buy my eel wallet. haha.
4. Repair my piano
5. Get my car license
6. GET A JOB!!!

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