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.Wednesday, November 26, 2008 ' 11:40 pm Y

hand in hand we go

gawd. seriously... screw pms.

anyways, im so unhappy now. SO SO SO SO SO UNHAPPY. so unhappy that i HAVE TO SAY MY PIECE HERE.

this post is directed at specifically nobody, but everybody in general. definitely NOT directed at gavian, because i have spoken to him about how i feel.

clubbing this sort of thing among some couples is a taboo subject, and thus is the case for me.

i dont like my boyfriend to go clubbing, except mambo. all other clubs, NO. even with mambo, i am just okay, i dont like it either but he has been going all along and mambo is kind of harmless, so nvm, i tolerate him going mambo. but pls remember there is a limit to how much i can tolerate, in other sense, how many times a month.

if he is to go clubbing anywhere else, i will go too. or else, forget about going. or else, risk losing me. no joke here. i dont like it one tiny bit. not at all.

this is one issue and probably one of the most serious issues that i have little tolerance for. almost NONE. one mistake and that is it. i will make drastic decisions because i am led by my brain not my heart like how some pple do in relatioships. sorry im not that kind of girl who makes decisions by my heart. its either i go, or i dont and you dont too, or unless we're not together anymore, go by all means, i have no say.

i'll be peeved if anyone is to oppose me on this issue.

people having any problems with the way i handle mine relationship come and talk to me otherwise, if you dont like it one bit and dont want to approach me? i seriously dont give a bloody damn. have it MY way, or none.

HUMPH.