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.Thursday, February 26, 2009 ' 2:48 pm Y

hand in hand we go

i am bored to tears.

i've been teaching piano, giving tuition, going for driving lessons, playing pet society in facebook, signed up for nuffnang and have only 50% idea of how that thing works, havent been looking for jobs, am doing nothing at home.

argh. bored like dont know what.

anyways, i am stucked as to what the hell am i gonna do for this year. work? teach piano? slack at home? howwwwwwwwww???????????????????????? i feel a little lost somehow.

i wanna find a job which i like, i wanna continue to teach piano, i wanna continue to teach my tuition student, and i also wanna slack at home. HOWWWWWWWW? i cant do all that at once can i? work slack and teach at the same time. moreover, how in the world am i able to find a job that i like in the midst of this financial turmoil???? i have to stop giving myself excuses to NOT find a job. i have kindof grown accustomed to slacking at home. oh dear.

i have all the time in the world, i am wasting my precious time at home playing w machoo (my beloved pet in pet society), and slacking my life away.

oh to digress a little, the potted rose plant that moo bought for me has super disgusting worms living in the soil. i found some disgusting dont know which idiot's eggs on the soil ok. like what the hell you know. damn bloody disgusting. i digged them all out and threw the eggs into the toilet bowl. my poor plant has holes in its leaves which i believe the worms are the culprits. and there is also another kind of silvery fast moving worm/insect living in the soil. damn the disgusting. I AM GOING TO BUY INSECTICIDE SOON. KILL ALL THE WORMS. have them die in the soil, fertilize my plant abit. oh perhaps, i will get some fertilizers too. 3 of the roses have er... fallen off/torn/broken off. i have no idea what is happening to my poor plant. is it normal or what??? i need to get to the nursery soon and ask the guy howwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. someone save my poor plant. other than the flowers falling off and the worms problem, my plant looks fine, happily green, and one of the flowers have pollen in it and i cross my heart and hope the bees wouldnt come flying in otherwise i am going to freak.

le sighs.

so damn bored la.