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.Tuesday, March 03, 2009 ' 5:05 pm Y

hand in hand we go

i am quite certain that my wisdom tooth has finally decided to grow.

wheee.. dont think i've accquired any more wisdom since its growth, but its definitely making me feel uncomfortable, achy gums and constantly feeling that i've got some food stuck at the back of my teeth.

argh, ive been procrastinating the trip to the dentist for ten thousand years, so i guess i'll be forced to visit the dentist this year for sure if my wisdom tooth decides to grow at an awkward angle. =((((((((((((((((((

this is as depressing as getting chicken pox.

wells, im kinda in a dilemma.

met ms soh (LOVE YA GIRL!!!) at bb for lunch today and she asked me if its really so difficult to secure a job now?

and then i pondered over it and told her no, actually i think it isnt difficult. its only difficult to get something you enjoy doing.

so my dilemma is.... should i look for a full time job or not?

im getting along fine without a full-time-slog-your-heart-out job because my stipends from teaching piano and the daily tuition is keeping me moderately fed and happy.

i enjoy what im doing now. in fact i LOVE IT. i love teaching piano. and i actually kindof enjoy going for tuition every morning because my student can be quite endearing if he wants to. and it makes me happy. (on a side note: it makes me happy too when i walk through the voidecks of my student's place and see ten thousand cats roaming and mewing at me.)

and then there is this freedom factor that no full time job can provide. i am happy being as free as a bird. go for lessons, come home, play w machoo, disturb pappy, go teach piano, sleep, eat blah blah.

but then again, a full time job offers me more monetary fulfillment as well as putting my dip/degree into good use.

so how. bum away or go find a job? sighs.

and if i find a job right now before may, i might not be able to go on a trip with darling. and all my plans will be ruined!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (that is unless i am able to find a company that'll allow me take leave la!)

sighs.

wisdom tooth grow alr also no use. i still cant decide what to do.

p.s: i feel like eating oneh oneh.