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.Monday, August 17, 2009 ' 10:36 pm Y

hand in hand we go

working life is kinda sad.

i feel like a cow on a weekday.

.Wednesday, August 12, 2009 ' 10:07 pm Y

hand in hand we go

i dont understand. i dont think it was meant to be understood. i dont know why. why did it had to happen this way? i dont know only God knows.

Why Lord, why did it had to be so tragic? i do not think anyone deserves that. i dont know Lord, i know you must have a reason. but im befuddled. i dont understand. i really dont. its heart wrenching and here i am again, today, fighting to accept reality. why lord why? its hard to accept, but its real. its not a dream you can wake up from. why lord why? why her? why lord wasnt she taken care of? im sorry for all the broken hearts, all the broken souls. lord i just pray you will take care of all their gaping wounds and mend them someday.

Lord i pray that people will find a reason to be closer to you and understand what you hold in store for us.

lord i just pray that she is, whole in heaven, with you and in your loving hands and free from pain.

amen.

.Saturday, August 08, 2009 ' 12:37 am Y

hand in hand we go

wheee!! work is kinda wonderful....... for now!!!!!

its kinda fun though tiring, but im learning a lot!!! the amount of work is crazy. i'll probably need 2 weeks to finish whatever's on hand at the moment. but no.. it just keeps piling up and i have new stuffs to do like every 3 to 4 hrs. geez. im having a bit of trouble keeping up with what i have to do and what is of priority. shits. everything seems to be of priority. AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH. im going crazy but im enjoying it. HAHAHAHAH.

but then again, its damn tiring to wake up at 7am everyday. i would start to feel extremely tired at 11p.m.. and to survive until 12.43a.m at this moment is kinda like a miracle.

though im enjoying corporate life, im still extremely thrilled that ITS A LONG WEEKEND THIS WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND NO PIANO THIS SUNDAY!!!!!!! YAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok so anyways, gotta go bathe. smelly smelly. oh ya talking abt smelly, i saw a guy who was sweating like he ran 983745892734895km while waiting for the train to come in the morning. and you know what... i had to squeeze in the train with him. very sian u know? =(( and got one bloody fat indian push me away again!!! #!$#$%$#%^ bloody hell. so angry. i tried to step on his feet w my heels but i couldnt find his feet and i stepped on someone else's instead. oops.

so anyways, tatas. i hate the bloody morning crowd. i need to get a car. a car. a car. a car. any sponsors????