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.Sunday, October 11, 2009 ' 8:16 pm Y

hand in hand we go

life is damn boring ok. i dis-like work to the max. not that i hate my job, hate my boss or anything like that! but i just dont really enjoy the 8am to 6pm kinda job. damn boring ok.

have to attend some halal course on wed and thurs, and then gotta wake up damn early next next mon to set up our booth for a promotion in tampines. =((((((((((( damn sad. damn boring la.

DAMN SIAN.

you know.. i dont really like this blog anymore because if i can, i want to give up and forget everything that has happened and written on this blog. the same old truth remains, you cant turn back time, whats done is done, you had a chance, blew it, we cant go back to where we were anymore. you didnt cherish what we had, its just too bad. you're not worth my time anymore.

.Monday, October 05, 2009 ' 9:31 pm Y

hand in hand we go

oh stupid youtube is down for maintenance.

i wanna look for jason mraz's songs to sing to. hahahahaha.

im currently so in love with lucky and im yours!!

wheee!!!

ok i conclude... working in a corporate world is not fun. i'd rather teach piano anyday anytime. seeing my students get their distinctions and merits and all the "thank you for teaching me ms medeline" teacher's day cards makes me feel like i've lived a fulfilling life. it is something the corporate world can never give me. so what if i've made a brochure look nicer? so what if i see a label i've designed on the shelves? so what if i've made customers happier by giving them their orders on time, making sure they get their items? so what if i've got my own room in the office? so what the hell am i doing waking up at 7am for work everyday and doing the same old every single day? i dont really care if those bakers/hotel/businesses gets their suppliers or not. i dont really care if those brochures are nice or not - they end up being written on and thrown away anyway right?? i dont really care if my customers gets their supplies in time or not. i dont really care about selling and promoting some healthcare food. i dont really care. its none of my business, but why am i responsible for all that irritating shit? thats because im the bloody marketing exec there and i do all shits. come look for me for the brochure, come look for me for this and that, come look for me to make this paper look pretty. oh i dont really care. all i wanna do is to sit on a piano bench, infront of a piano, play and practice till my hands break, and i'd still be the happiest girl on the world. all i wanna do is to make sure my students get their distinctions and merits (no, i am not satisfied with a pass, unless you are a goner, which thankfully none of my students are). thats really all i care about. why cant i do what i really want to do? all i wanna do is to play the piano. its not really that difficult. i dont wanna go to the office and stare at the computer and reply emails, do brochures, design labels, edit pictures. oh screw all that. i dont really care!